Gene Kelly Tattoo
July 16, 2010 at 8:01 pm | Posted in poetry, writing | 117 Commentsthat which you can see
coming
you already have
it is the unexpected
stumblings over (airborne joy with tumble roll)
which constitute the treasure
into outstretched
sunsets
merriment and dance
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Paul, I am reminded of
Singing in the Rain,
and that is good for a
happy feeling. Thank you.
The last scene in the movie
had a black and white ’54 Ford in the background.
We had a car just like that one.
Comment by jack.sender— July 16, 2010 #
i agree w/jack, ‘what a glorious feeling’!
Comment by tipota— July 17, 2010 #
Brilliant 🙂 and strangely enough I couldn’t get your last poem out of my mind and I was associating ‘cruising’ with an image of Gene Kelly (one of my favourite people in the world) in Singing in the Rain – all that dodging of traffic; and now we have the ‘Gene Kelly Tattoo’. Happy Days.
Comment by Gabrielle Bryden— July 17, 2010 #
here’s a poem filled with amazing wisdom
Comment by aletha— July 18, 2010 #
Such optimism!
Comment by The Querulous Squirrel— July 18, 2010 #
Merriment and dance: two of my favorite things :-). Enjoyed this. Thanks.
Comment by Cocoyea— July 19, 2010 #
it is summer time here and winter time there yet this seems such a summertime poem such joy and the sun on my face after the rain and the bow and I am always June Allyson dancing with Gene Kelly
Comment by art predator— July 19, 2010 #
it is like yr own shadow that suddenly appears revealing a whole other world existing alongside… the wisdom is light and airy filled with oompa oompa oompa bubbles… willy wonka chocolate factory… but of course, thaz another story.. and again, a tattoo with wings…
Comment by pieceofpie— July 20, 2010 #
Visiting your blog and reading your poems feels like escaping to a wonderful place for holiday, Paul…so familiar yet different every time, mesmerizing…
Comment by sherifa— July 21, 2010 #
Hey there old friend. Ya, it’s me! I finally opened up an account on this site and am completely lost lol anyhow, the poem seems to celebrate the pure joy of surprise, of the subconscious feeling before the conscious can compute, categorize, and benumb.
Comment by alessander1— July 23, 2010 #
Okay I must add my mood to your joy, its beautiful and perhaps even possible 🙂
Comment by Mental Mist— July 23, 2010 #
*doing a happy dance* ……. good stuff!
Comment by Tina— July 23, 2010 #
ah yes Paul… it is all in the openness, the discovery. let’s dance…
Comment by gnunn— July 24, 2010 #
like very much. like squared even.
Comment by breathenoah— July 25, 2010 #
infinitely fantastic, Paul … a retro-future deja-vu gem shining with the unexpected but already known … mystery and revelation perfectly poised … love it!
Comment by Shell— July 27, 2010 #
GingaPaul…. i just got an email from a friend of yours saying you have passed away. I’m posting in hopes that it is a misunderstanding, a mistake, a cruel joke because i simply cannot fathom a world without you and your talent and your humor in it.
Man, we had some good, good times.
And I’m so, so sorry that I didn’t have the chance to say goodbye.
These tears this morning belong to you.
all my love – Kota
Comment by Lakota Phillips— July 28, 2010 #
Go where the good men go
With the roar of the tide and the colors
Of the rainbow
Be sheltered by angel’s wings
Held to the bosom of nature
Reserved for all more precious things
Gone, your leather lines of worry
At peace where good men’s souls are free
In my heart you live forever
Like blissful lines of poetry
Infinite are the winding trails
Of shooting stars we followed
I will find your voice my friend;
I know it well
Go where the good men go ~F.~
Comment by Fabian Franklin— July 29, 2010 #
Will much miss your friendship and your talent…take care wherever you go. – Mimi. xx
Comment by Mimi Amos— July 29, 2010 #
I too, am hoping that what I’ve heard is wrong. Paul, please don’t go just yet, you are too dear to leave us and I simply cannot take the loss of your friendship and continued support. You are the reason (after much nagged from you) I started my own blog and began working more seriously as a writer. You never gave me false praise, but constantly pushed me to better myself. With all of my friendship and deep respect for you, my dear good friend, Rachel Blackbirdsong
Comment by Blackbirdsong— July 29, 2010 #
I’m so sorry to tell everyone this, but it is true and our dear friend Paul has died of an accidental fall. The funeral will probably be next week in Brisbane. Such a waste of a beautiful life, a wonderful man who I loved very much and who I will miss incredibly. This is the saddest week. Let’s hope his wonderful blog is archived permanently.
Comment by Gabrielle Bryden— July 30, 2010 #
missing you so much already, Paul…did you hear me talking about you tonight to my writing students? before I heard the news?
Comment by art predator— July 30, 2010 #
There really are no words that can sum up the sadness.
I will miss you, Paul.
You will be in my heart always.
Comment by Selma— July 30, 2010 #
Goodbye Paul, I will always remember the support you gave me, the words of encouragement that would appear on my blog exactly when I needed them.
You are eternal through your words.
Comment by Mark William Jackson— July 30, 2010 #
… Missing you muchly Paul and finding it hard to compose my thoughts into something coherent … I shall always remember you as a generous giver to the world of the arts and a supporter of all who sometimes struggled to find the words.
Comment by Tracey— July 30, 2010 #
Thank you, Paul. I can’t think of anything else to say, so thank you again.
Comment by ashleycapes— July 30, 2010 #
mr squires, i shall miss you greatly. the worlds you created are so joyous and i know they will endure. go fill the next world with wonder. with greatest love and respect, sarah. xo
Comment by sarah k bell— July 30, 2010 #
my dear friend, how you so enriched my life. your generous spirit and encouragement will never be forgotten, xxx always sweet paul, the world has lost a true genius and amazing heart, i will miss you, and never forget you, your words will live on forever
Comment by tipota— July 31, 2010 #
Squires,
You brought us all together. You injected me with confidence and strength. You expanded my universe. You challenged me. You made me a better writer.
I will miss you.
We will miss you.
Comment by Bryan Borland— July 31, 2010 #
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Pingback by REMEMBERING PAUL SQUIRES «— July 31, 2010 #
wonderfully loose and bright1
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What? End of an era?
Comment by Wayne— July 31, 2010 #
I cruised in here to say hello, only to find out that you have left this earth. It was a shock to say the least.
Paul, you have been a fabulous and friendly voice. Each visit to your realm brought fresh thought. There were few poetry blogs I could expect such consistently great work. You will be missed.
Comment by Danika Dinsmore— July 31, 2010 #
I have no words to express how sad I feel right now. Paul, you were an inspiration, a mentor, and a friend. I will miss you dearly.
Comment by Cocoyea— July 31, 2010 #
Oh Paul, why didn’t you take better care? Didn’t you know how far your love had spread? Like the great jazzman, Fritz Kreisler, were you dreaming and failed to see the danger near you? But Kreisler survived, and I wish you had survived to be with us still.
I said a couple posts ago that you were the master of “not” — of evoking the things you say are not there (“a bird not a heron” — I still see that heron flying)and now we’re left with acres and silent acres of not hearing your voice-in-words.
You wrote these beautiful poem thingys filled with wisdom and now we have to find our own wisdom, and I fear I am too poor, too wisdom poor to manage. Encourage us in memories.
“wordless the world will come and reveal itself to you …. and leaves just you, surrounded by and singing with the voice of God.”
“Because in the end you can look and look and the only available redemption is love.”
I love you Paul. Thank you so very much for your friendship.
Comment by aletha— July 31, 2010 #
[…] the mundane, making it seem electric and so vivid. I miss your counsel, and your rebelliousness. Paul, you left too soon because there is so much to still learn from you. Categories: Cancelled […]
Pingback by A Friend I Wanted to Know « Cocoyea— July 31, 2010 #
Paul, teacher, I have tried to characterize the friendship. My version of a poem thingy.
Comment by alethakuschan— July 31, 2010 #
Oh Paul, I read of your death on Aletha’s blog – and I thought: No, this cannot be. How unfair, how cruel, how terrible for all the rest of us and how sad to lose your kind genius too soon. Paul, your warm words of encouragement lifted me, flattered me that one so gifted as you would deign to value what I do.
I have loved your heart, your mind, your amazing verve. I am better for knowing your work and words.
I shall miss you, miss you, miss your presence here on earth, but I keep your voice in my heart.
You are the best of us.
Comment by Patrice Lynne Young— July 31, 2010 #
Like many of your readers, I always thought I would someday meet you in Australia, for a beer or a walk on the beach. But as you always loved to say, “Time is not linear.” So maybe — and I wish this with all my heart — I will still see you yet on the other side.
Comment by Querulous Squirrel— August 1, 2010 #
Paul
Paul
Paul
Oh paul
shit
ok
ok
paulll
ok
ok
ok
Comment by Wayne— August 1, 2010 #
“airborne joy with tumble roll”
Dear Paul, Poet Laureate of the Universe — wherever you are, that phrase describes so aptly your gorgeousness of spirit. You were and will always be a true joy and blessing to all whom you touched with your wisdom and warmth and talent. RIP my friend.
With love and admiration,
TL
Comment by Thomma Lyn— August 1, 2010 #
Paul, though we never met you left some wonderful comments on my blog. So very warm and encouraging. I’m genuinely very sad to hear about your passing. What a shock.
Comment by Nigel Featherstone— August 1, 2010 #
What can I say? Damn and blast. I was just getting to know you.
Comment by Jim Murdoch— August 2, 2010 #
An Elegy: Paul Gingatao Squires
He’s dead.
No deep metaphors
No sly allusions
No masking imagery
He’s dead.
No theological conjecture
No philosophical consolations
No poetic catharsis
He’s dead.
It’s science
It’s mathematical
Life ≤ Death
Even Pi lingers in more uncertainty
Even it tails off forever
Dwelling in a realm
Of some grand infinity…
He doesn’t.
While some may counter
His dreams live on
I don’t.
His dreams parish with him
His unique blend of passions
Spiking in the sudden curves
Of his frequency, arching
In his climatic feeling
Gone.
There’s no other way to put it.
No euphemisms to deceive:
“passed away”
“moved on”
“rests in peace”
“crossed over”
“deceased”
“returned home”
“dwells in the bosom of God”
He’s dead.
He’s fucken dead
Paul is dead.
Now all we are left with
Is a tribute album, but not his music
Relics from Troy, not its original grandeur
No, the person Paul is dead.
His beauty dispersed
Like shrapnel lodged
Inside the minds he exploded on
His essence diluted
Like a once vast ocean forking, forking
Into individual manifold rivers, streams
Rushing, trickling
Through our trembling body.
II.
He fell from a great height, literally
Dreaming to his death
In his dream, he flew high
Above his beloved Australia
Crossing the vast plains, and dusky hills
Until finally he whisked over
An aqua-blue radiance undulating
Seemingly gliding beneath him
He graciously moved, a torrent
Brushing his rigid face
Towards that bronze haze
Of a setting sun
This was the illumination he closed on
Not some artificially constructed
Light at the end of the tunnel
Nor the synapses snapping
And neurons convulsing desperately
But that soft sky he was falling through
That sun in the imminent distance
The jagged rocks that cracked his skull
Merely awakened him to a new reality
Where the body no longer writhes in interminable pain
Longing for release
Where the Light and Warmth far-flung
Across the unfathomably dark empty universe
Coalesce.
III.
There’s a stoic in me stirring:
Do not weep, for death is inevitable
The cessation of sensation, and therefore, suffering
It should be endured magnanimously
As if it were just another autumn day
There’s a monk in me murmuring:
Death and Life are one, it is a cycle
Perpetual as the four seasons
Weep not, for you do not weep when winter
Numbs your limbs, and frosts your lips
But I am not wise enough to remain unmoved
I am not a stone or a grain of sand in a zen garden
I will sob in spite of protestations
No one rebukes the clouds for raining
Nor the rose for wilting when it snows
I will grieve selfishly and dramatically
I will pound my chest and yank my roots
I will wail like a madman in a padded cell
I will be inconsolable and pitiful
I will be the lowliest creature on earth, forlorn
I will wear black, smoke and swig all night
I will brawl for the slightest of provocations
I will stay aloof from those closest to me
I will be judged and scorned by martians
Poking and prodding, but never understanding
Truly, they will retort it’s not the first death
And I will either nod silently or spit in their faces
I will make no apologies for my tears
I will store them in a glass jar and exhibit them
Like an urn on the mantle, there, next to the tv
For everyone to see while they’re laughing at game shows.
IV.
It adds another layer
Of meaning to facts
An extra wave
That resonates
Through the body
Like a bell
It is like discovering
A new interpretation
Of an artwork
That deepens understanding
That some how amplifies
Our humanity
And one wonders
How can I have gone
So long in ignorance
How can I have staggered
Like a cripple
Feeling only the echoes
Of songs, the texture
Of dry brittle leaves
Hearing only the howling
Of the whipping wind
Seeing only the shadows
Of passing birds
Touching words
Like an illiterate fumbling
His fingers over braille
The fullness of life
Ripens only with death
Death is the space
That frames a statue
Without it, life is
Simply 2-dimensional
An object perceived, half-felt
Not a subject, wholly
Encompassing our being
For this gift bestowed
I thank you, Death. Death.
Comment by alessander1— August 2, 2010 #
I only just heard. Sending positive thoughts to his family and friends and all my sympathy.
Oh Paul, I’m sorry we never caught up for that beer at West End…let’s just say we’ll do it later, when we do meet up…
all my thoughts
cat
Comment by screamish— August 2, 2010 #
can’t be… people like you live forever… don’t they?
i polished off a Foster’s Sat. eve…were you trying to tell me something as i scanned the aisle of beers, searching for just the right spirit?
“If you have something to say of any worth then people will listen to you.” – Oscar Peterson
And listen we did.
…Now please wake us all up again, Paul.
Comment by Chico Mahalo— August 2, 2010 #
I did not know Paul and have not been a regular visitor here. But I saw news of Paul’s passing at Naquillity’s and felt compelled to stop by and offer my sincere condolences to family and friends.
Comment by Travis— August 3, 2010 #
I have been choking for the past hour in disbelief. Paul, these tears are a product of your love. I hope you are in a beautiful place surrounded by people as beautiful as you were. We would truly, deeply miss you.
I still can’t believe this.
Paul, Thank you for holding my hand whenever I was down, for reminding me to smile whenever I frowned. You were a true friend. You always wanted to come one day and have tea in my garden, and I had been so looking forward to it. But we will do that on the other side.
Comment by Sumedh Prasad— August 3, 2010 #
Paul…my dear friend. I will mourn alone in my quiet room and imagine you and Sunonhead, under a moon, holding hands down the shore. I will miss you terribly.
You made people believe in themselves.
Comment by Tina Trivett— August 4, 2010 #
fuck. i just heard. i do not like.
paul was a friend i never met, and a mentor i never deserved.
paul helped me believe.
i really need to braul now. i’ll be in touch brad.
respect.
Comment by breathe noah— August 4, 2010 #
oh Paul .. darn it …
thank you for your awesome encouragement, your belief in my writing;
and darn it i’ll be in Oz in a few weeks … came here to tell you and found all this-shocking-this …
my deepest sympathy to your loves
and now i’m missing youyouyou .. fly dear soulfriend
i hope this blog can stay … please?
with love,
Shell
Comment by Shell— August 4, 2010 #
i looked out to sea and there you are waving your arms with a pirates glee…
Comment by pieceofpie— August 5, 2010 #
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Pingback by the sky is crying page one « Piece of Pie ala Mode— August 6, 2010 #
What the fuck Paul. Where did you go? How did this happen? I do not like this at all even though I know death is inevitable. I am overwhelmed with a grief that has not hit me yet. Even though I never met you in the flesh you occupied a space in my heart. You were my biggest fan, my greatest critic and one of my only supports. You understood my work with a literary sensibility that is so rare to come across in these mind-washed days. Fuck Paul- I am so sad that you have passed on. A fall? Well it is a literary exit for a brilliant poet such as yourself but I am really sad that you have died. I know your spirit lives, I know it is out there- I will search for you. Thank you so much for all you did for me Paul. Thank you.
Comment by absurdistry— August 6, 2010 #
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Comment by absurdistry— August 7, 2010 #
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I’m going to read this poem today and talking about our friend Oaul Squires today at my mom’s memorial, 2pm California Time.
Comment by art predator— August 9, 2010 #
(((uncle)))
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Comment by Ebby— August 11, 2010 #
A Tilt Of Your Hat
A tilt of your hat,
And to you sir,
I’ll doff my cap
For, of poets admired,
There were but three,
And there always shall be.
Our scribbling pens joined
At a café’s orchid room,
On virtual pages,
Through mists and rages
We created new worlds,
Internal prisms of fluid inspiration.
Your words lived,
And breathed.
You, sir, lived,
If no more
And with sadness
We’ll come to our own terms,
But your work,
Shall always shine bright.
So tilt your hat sir,
Take a bow,
And tilt your hat.
By Wulfstan Crumble
Dedicated to Paul Squires.
Comment by crowbourne— August 11, 2010 #
This is completely out of the blue. Shocked. See you in the next, Paul.
Comment by damyanti— August 11, 2010 #
I skipped into GINGATAO full of pleasure to bring pleasant news related to our meeting, only to find other sad shocking news –
To all those bereaved friends and family of
the late Mr. Paul Squires, Poet and Gentleman, I send through my tears, sincere condolences of this terrible loss.
We met in the ether, and may do so another time, I hope.
Comment by Ann O'Dyne— August 12, 2010 #
farewell, paul,
man, you were always a welcome visitor on my blogs, and i loved dropping in here and reading your work.
you will be missed.
Comment by paul grimsley— August 17, 2010 #
Always the last to know, McPaulus. Love you, dear friend.
Comment by harmonie22— August 20, 2010 #
Oh my dear friend, who supported my writing so fiercely when we started up in the blogosphere. I am so saddened. You were so talented. We miss you very much. Love Simonne.
Comment by Simonne— August 24, 2010 #
missing you
Comment by Ana— August 27, 2010 #
I have just heard. Paul and I used to trade long, lovely emails, he was the most magical and wisest person I have known. He bought one of my paintings, the only person to do so, which I think you bought as a gift to Narni, because you didn’t care too much for possessions, a gesture I was bowled over by. I’m sorry, Paul, I’m sorry I wasn’t a better friend and that I fell out of touch with you and poetry. I can’t say anything. Goodbye Paul our frienship wasn’t virtual. You were so playful, yet you gave me doses of reality that I needed and still struggle to listen to, but I will now, and the world was a thing of wonder to you. Thank you. I hope that my habit of distance didn’t hurt or confuse you. You were a great writer, a magician, you constantly reminded us of the worth of the world and was it foolish changes in my life that meant I sometimes struggled to see it? You were supportive, you supported me in my writing and were encouraging every step of the way. We found a kinship of understanding, you knew you wanted to do your own thing, and you did that beautiful thing, and let people come to see it and understand it if they were open and wanted to. for my part, I was happy to have found you, and you, had the strength and conviction and wisdom to persevere, not like someone I know :), who let some foolish mood or phase sway his art. For you Paul, I will be a better person and friend to others. I’ll do what you many times urged me to. I will finish my book, and stop being so timid, and pick up the pen again, as I must. You imagined us meeting, wooing the girls in the gardens of England. I imagined the rich yellow beaches of Australia. If the virtual world had confused me into forgetting what was important, if I eventually knew less of what was down and up, to the detriment of our friendship, sorry. Have a nice afterlife, man. I hope it’s as cool as the world you described in your poems. I called you uncle once, you knew more than me and you had that voice. Goodbye Paul. Best wishes to Paul’s family,
Thank you,
to a master,
good bye. I am missing you,
through my tears, though you probably wouldn’t have much truck with those, for you so bravely and wisely lived a life without Regret, consider this my last email to you friend, though it’s not quite saying what I want it to.
I learnt so much from you, and will continue to learn, with your memory with me.
Thank you and goodbye, Paul.
Your friend,
Peter
Comment by peterandthehare— August 29, 2010 #
I just learned today of Paul’s passing. I feel like the world has lost a little bit of its magic… Paul’s was a fantastic voice and I will miss his words.
Comment by ebbtide— August 30, 2010 #
everytime i come back here i can’t believe he’s still gone – sometimes i get pissed off and sometimes i’m just sad – today i’m pissed off – why him, you know?
Comment by jason— September 1, 2010 #
…the tribe misses their shaman 😦
Comment by Tina Trivett— September 4, 2010 #
rest in peace, love, and writing bliss, paul.
Comment by lissa— September 9, 2010 #
my tattoos misses your tattoo poems…
Comment by Queen of the Universe— September 12, 2010 #
and do we have that too? the unexpected, the merriment?
Comment by sarah (ott)— September 16, 2010 #
I have been away many Moons and return to find this. But amongst the tears are smiles too, for knowing you; in some small way. In a better place now, you rest.
Just some of the encouraging words Paul gave me. They show the sort of generous Soul he had:
‘Yes it would matter, a lot. It would make me sad and a lot of other people too because no-one can sing those songs like you do. You have a unique and beautiful voice in your poetry, even when the themes are sad. It would matter a lot because your poetry makes the world a more wonderful and beautiful place in which to live. Even this poem’,
Comment by SarahA— September 16, 2010 #
The one person who would comb through my archived web of triumphant denial and tell me I’m not just a hack, but a writer. Told me I was a poet, when I was thinking more along the lines of poseur…
PaulS, Gingatao!, a friend on the other side of the globe mourns your loss,
from this world to the beyond
the rains fell with
child like laughter
an echo of what we knew
best of this passing soul
the sharks swim like swans
beside the dolphins,
under the sky’s aegis
the blue herons fly on
straight into the sun
igniting into sustaire
lightning hath forked
but what will not go
is that dread night
gently, said the voice
gently, moved the wind
a tiger sheds tears
sometimes
a crocodile did
let go the faun
for time is on its knees
and the rains will not
wash it’s face
of memories
tattooed like breath
crystallized
in the cold morning after
the glow
Comment by Eric1313— September 27, 2010 #
Thinking of you, Paul. You cross my mind often. You are missed.
Comment by Bryan Borland— September 27, 2010 #
Ditto what Jason says. and today another blogger poet emailed me and said ‘look how prophetic his last poem is’ and its true. And did you see it coming, dear Paul? I miss you very much, dear dear friend. What a beautiful difference you made in my world, your friendship and your beautiful words. Shine on you crazy diamond.
Comment by harmonie22— September 27, 2010 #
I can’t believe it’s been 2 months. I still miss you as though it’s been an hour. Did you hear me talking to you in the rain yesterday?
Comment by Tina— September 27, 2010 #
Paul, you left with no goodbye?
Comment by Mental Mist— October 5, 2010 #
TATTOED BONES
Outstretched sunrise
Just flows or shoots up
Out of purpurine haze
Coming by air
On silver horses
From the old plain
Singing La Muerte
On heavy metal lips
Smooth and torrid song
Of a burning star
Comment by gmc— October 18, 2010 #
this loss weighs heavy on a world in need of magic, you will be missed and adored and admired and revered and missed and remembered and idolized and missed and oh how you will be missed
Comment by La Lunatique— October 22, 2010 #
Hey McPaulus – even in death you are a bit of a troublemaker, but that’s OK your poems more than make up for that – your poem Teardrop Tattoo is in Extempore – wonderful kalaidescope type poem.
Comment by Fluffbucket— October 29, 2010 #
when will i return here and you won’t be dead no more?
full references to bootsy collins and punkrock allstars
miss you fully and completely
Comment by jason— October 31, 2010 #
‘Remembering Paul’
You were born to die,
to live again
in the wind
breathe life
through motionless trees,
brush each cheek with a kiss
and dance
with the waves of the Sea
So now;
we can,
feel you everywhere:
running behind us,
walking beside us,
dancing infront of us;
undiminishing
and forever-green.
SarahA
Happy Bithday; you.
Comment by SarahA— November 19, 2010 #
Paul, my hill tumbling friend, always tossing daisies in my hair – your friends are so beloved, keeping your memory alive and making it so you pop up regularly in my inbox, making me smile at the memories and knowing you were so well loved that you, dear, dear friend – you will never fade from our lives.
much love and happiest of birthdays
and i toss the daisies back at you
Kota
Comment by Lakota Phillips— November 19, 2010 #
Happy, happy birthday McPaulus. I raise my glass(es) to you and hope they have good champas in the ethersphere. I’d say more but you know what they say about walls. I’d write a poem but seem to have frozen a bit – maybe later – we’ve got all day – maybe you could have a birthweek (like we do for Tessa) – her birthday was 7 days ago so we have celebrated until today – you can take over in the celebration stakes – haha.
Comment by Gabrielle Bryden— November 19, 2010 #
Happy Birthday Paul. Now quiet, but still so much my friend. I tried so hard to write a poem for you today. Three attempts at making myself cry. I find it very hard to write since you’ve been gone. All of my thoughts go to, “What would Paul think?”. You were the critic that mattered the most. I love you & miss you & hope that heaven has an open mic night. Thrill them with your poetry, like you thrilled us.
Comment by Tina— November 19, 2010 #
Good Morning Paul. I miss getting up and reading what you wrote while I slept…thank you for leaving a rich legacy here, plenty for me to read and reread on your blog and in The Puzzle Box. I know you were working on a mss, you emailed ecstatic about how it was going. I look forward to the day that I get to hold it in my hands: it will be the passport that will take you to all those places you dreamed of. In the meantime, I take the Puzzle Box with me everywhere. Last weekend it enjoyed a camping trip under the sycamores at the beach. Last night an owl called whoo whoo and I knew it was you.
Friends of Paul, there’s an online celebration of his life going on over at the Orchid Room. It started on Paul’s Birthday, Brisbane time, and will continue today. As Paul would say, RAGE ON!
Comment by Gwendolyn Alley = Art Predator— November 20, 2010 #
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Pingback by 3:15 Experiment Poetry: time passes « art predator— December 28, 2010 #
each time i read this poem it seems to change, the words go deeper, the picture has new colors filling in. i miss you so very much
Comment by tipota— January 25, 2011 #
Good morning Paul. I’ve been thinking about what kind of a question might have prompted this Gene Kelly Tattoo. It seems very much like a reply that someone like Chuang Tzu would have offered a student.
“What would you say to a poet or a philosopher who spends all of their time describing their world, then wakes up one morning to find it has changed forever?”
Comment by Brad— January 31, 2011 #
i saw something move sorta like a song and dance and why was i thinking of squires… we all know you’ve moved on to a life so different than here but can’t help but to come by and say hello,
Comment by ms pie— February 24, 2011 #
Love this.
Comment by gonecycling— March 7, 2011 #
[…] Aletha Kuschan (who is slightly obsessed with painting Koi) and the late and great Paul Squires (gingatao) (author of The Puzzle Box) who was a great admirer of Aletha’s work, particularly her […]
Pingback by The Artist (a poem with fishy fish) « Gabrielle Bryden's Blog— March 18, 2011 #
last year we were writing a coolboration right about now paul. still miss you my friend, always will
Comment by tipota— May 20, 2011 #
Dear Tipota – the completion of the collaboration is a fine testament to his memory – we all exist forever in the minds of our friends.
Comment by Ann O'Dyne— July 13, 2011 #
Dear Ann, he lives on inside each heart he touched. thanks xx
Comment by tipota— July 15, 2011 #
Still missing you friend. Hard to believe it’s been a year.
Comment by Tina— July 24, 2011 #
One year – unbelievable – part of me still thinks it’s a big McPaulus practical joke! Wishing you well wherever you may be and hope you are still creating poetry and sharing it with whoever has the pleasure of your company. Your fame continues on earth 🙂 and you are being discussed still in the blogosphere – on this very day over at one of your favourite places, the Overland Blog – haha – I’m sure that will tickle your fancy. Cheers mate.
Comment by Gabrielle Bryden— July 28, 2011 #
I too keeping thinking McPaulus will turn up…he played a practical joke on me yesterday in Berkeley…I miss you but you are still present with me, a present to me
Comment by Gwendolyn Alley aka Art Predator— July 30, 2011 #
Dear Paul, I miss your face. There has been a lot of thinking going on in my world. I have not been a proper friend visiting your blog as I should have.
Bekki
Comment by nectarfizz— August 11, 2011 #
Ps. This is a poem I would not have understood when I first started my blog..as it stands now. I get it perfectly.
Comment by nectarfizz— August 11, 2011 #
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Pingback by A word from admin. « gingatao— September 24, 2011 #
Dear Paul
I miss talking to you about writing and slinging lines around like splashes at a pool. Wish we could have gotten that road trip going, but it is a bit hard to hitch hike from Detroit to Oz. I’m sure you would understand that. You did understand that, but still you entertained me with the thought that such an endeavor would indeed be welcome were it possible.
To Admin
Thank you for taking care of this site and keeping here for all of us to read, as well as to come back to again and again to talk to the spirit that resides upon these pages, on these walls. I hear the piano, see the sunset and smell the breeze from wafting the dragonfly’s wings. Springtime tells us stories that smell this sweet, and so does an autumn sunset of the horizonless lake as the waves say hello and our feet see the sand for all the trillion miracles that it has always been, eyes falling only to fly high again when the old mariner’s bell rings. The light and the dark are brothers after all.
Comment by Eric1313— October 21, 2011 #
Man!! that must be a record of a sort..
Comment by Dhyan— November 14, 2011 #
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Pingback by The Force of Gravity | Gabrielle Bryden's Blog— July 28, 2012 #
replygingatao wrote on May 18, ’08
woohoo, fantastic, is it the marvellous and wonderful Harry Belafonte? And the dancing and the gorgeous women, with hips, F.G., women just don’t have hips like that anymore, fantastical!
F. wrote on Jun 2, ’08
Ahhh, the world ain’t see no hips like them since then. She’s the reason for aviation… jump baby , jump.
Comment by F.— December 4, 2012 #
The ghost of GingaPaul blows dandy-lions into my email today as someone comments here… and for a moment i really thought he’d come back to toss flowers at me as we rolled down the hill laughing. Yeah, my friend, i still cry at the great loss. ❤
Comment by Lakota Phillips— December 16, 2012 #
Still missing you, Paul. I have quit writing poetry and deleted my blog. Just don’t have it in me anymore. I’m sure you would have tried to convince me to continue.
Comment by Tina Trivett— April 13, 2017 #
Hi Tina. Sorry to read that you have quit poetry and your blog. The loss of Paul’s influence in the blogosphere has certainly had a profound and somewhat splintering effect. I do hope you will return to poetry soon, and perhaps even share some of it with us:) Happy Easter, Tina, and wishing you happiness and good health.
Comment by Brad Frederiksen— April 15, 2017 #
I miss you, Paul.
Comment by Aefiel— February 1, 2018 #
Don’t we all?
Comment by SarahA— February 20, 2018 #
Don’t forget what Pau often quipped- on t-shirts, too! “Time, is just, not linear”. So he’s not gone, just not here– ‘now’. Go visit with him 🙂
Comment by harmonie22— February 20, 2018 #
I miss him too. xx
Comment by Selma— February 20, 2018 #
XOXOXO
Comment by Tina Trivett— February 20, 2018 #
i read one of your poems every day
Comment by tipota— January 30, 2020 #
😢
Comment by SarahA— January 30, 2020 #
Missing Paul here too. Hope everyone is well.
Comment by Tina Trivett— January 30, 2020 #
only when losing something
you realise
how deeply you loved
*some(one)thing *
Comment by SarahA— January 30, 2020 #